Yesterday was the last day of my first set of infusions. I was so drained afterwards that I was in bed by 6:30pm!!
I never realized how exhausting muscle fatigue is. I’m thankful I wasn’t in much pain today but my legs felt like I’m walking around with potato bags attached to each leg. My knees are swollen which doesn’t make it easier.
To make light of it, one leg is fat as a ham hock and the other not as swollen but looks like a little turkey leg. When I showed my mom she said “I’ll have the turkey leg on the right.” (Gosh! I love that woman!) It instantly changed the temporary sadness I was feeling in that moment. So, I named my knees Ham & Turkey. Sometimes laughing is the best medicine.
I have faith, but I’m not gonna act like anxiety isn’t trying to creep in, I’m not gonna act like I’m not over processed because I am. I’m still wrapping my head around a journey ahead that I can only have faith in each step, and that’s ok. I’m thankful for the support, prayers and encouragement, it goes a long way.
I met some wonderful people during my infusions that have had MS for a while. They encouraged and gave me resources to help me better understand the road ahead and I’m grateful for meeting them.
Right now I’m using a cane to get around. When I don’t use it my back hurts worse and I experience more fatigue. The swelling has gone down from my knees. Still there but better. It’s a small sign of improvement. I’ll take that.
Let the journey begin… #MSWarrior
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Happily Ever Amber 